What?

[insilhouette]

Ugh, I thought I had all my future shit figured out, but lately I've been thinking, and theater really isn't the path for me. It's fun, yeah, but there is no way I can make a life out of it. I'm just not passionate enough about it, and I've barely improved over the past years. So now I have to figure out what I AM going to do with my life. I had been thinking journalism if theater didn't work out, and I definitely want to pursue that, but lately thoughts of graphic design have been playing around in my mind. More of the typography type than of the artsy-fartsy type. I kind of want to try it, at least, in college. All I do know is, I'm not going to be declaring a major right away like I thought I was going to. Things are just too uncertain, and I doubt I'll have it all figured out by the end of next year. It's almost relieving, though, in a way; somewhere in me, I knew theater wasn't the right thing, and now that I've finally accepted it, I feel good. I can now do something that I'm actually really talented at, rather than something I liked to pretend I was talented at. I'm still going to do theater in highschool, and I'll try to do lots of auditions and such still after that, but I'm not going to make it my path in life.